Mackintosh

So...

I haven't written in here for quite the time. Years really... I think I got you when I was eight and wrote in you every once in a while, a.k.a around seven times a year, until I stopped. Probably grew up from having 'a diary', it still has some of my drawings, that of course suck, I've never been able to draw like Laura, maybe I should rip those out. I apologize that my handwriting still sucks.

Right, I'm not sure why I'm even writing in here now. It's maybe just this day, this stupid day. Every year its as bloody stupid because I bloody can't forget it. Three years, thats a lot of years. It was childish of me to think we'd always be best friends even after school. Joe just took off, did I tell ya? Yeah, disappeared after our graduation, I got letters at first, he was doing something super adventurous somewhere over the rainbow, but then that eventually stopped. Haven't seen him for three years now. It's epic.

I don't really miss him. Well I might miss him, but that doesn't matter he doesn't seem to care, right.. I may miss him going 'Mac!' I never liked that nickname, but .. not being call it, I dont know. Its weird. After all you're called "Mackintosh" because of him.

Right...
I'm just going to stop writing.
I might write again.
Some time.

Later,
Mac
Mel

Dear Mackintosh,

I‘m pregnant.

- Mel

p.s. It‘s James‘.

Dear Mackintosh

We told the family. They freaked. We‘re keeping it.

- Mel

Dear Mackintosh

James wants to date other people

- Mel

p.s. why does that bother me?